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\u674e\u5c0a<\/strong>2024<\/strong>\u5e74<\/strong>12<\/strong>\u6708<\/strong>21<\/strong>\u65e5\uff08\u661f\u671f\u516d\uff09\u665a\u9593\u8b1b\u65bc\u842c\u4f5b\u8056\u57ce\u5927\u6bbf<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u5927\u5bb6\u665a\u5b89\uff0c<\/strong>\u963f\u5f4c\u9640\u4f5b<\/strong>! <\/strong>\u6211\u662f\u674e\u5c0a<\/strong>, <\/strong>\u5728\u4e2d\u570b\u51fa\u751f\u9577\u5927\uff0c\u5728\u6d1b\u6749\u78ef\u5ea6\u904e\u4e86\u6211\u4eba\u751f\u6700\u91cd\u8981\u7684\u6b72\u6708\uff0c\u76ee\u524d\u5728\u4e09\u85e9\u5e02\u5de5\u4f5c\u3002\u4eca\u5929\u975e\u5e38\u6b8a\u52dd\u6709\u9019\u500b\u6a5f\u6703\u548c\u5927\u5bb6\u7d50\u6cd5\u7de3\u3002\u6211\u63a5\u89f8\u4f5b\u6cd5\u7684\u6642\u9593\u9060\u4e0d\u5982\u5728\u5ea7\u5404\u4f4d\u7684\u6642\u9593\u9577\uff0c\u6240\u4ee5\u4eca\u5929\u5206\u4eab\u7684\u6dfa\u898b\uff0c\u6b61\u8fce\u5927\u5bb6\u6307\u6b63\uff0c\u6216\u548c\u6211\u5206\u4eab\u60a8\u7684\u898b\u89e3\u3002<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Good evening, everyone, Amituofo. I am Peggy Li. I was born and raised in China. I spent my most formative years in Southern California, and currently I am working in San Francisco. I\u2019m honored for the special opportunity to give the Dharma talk tonight. I was only introduced to Buddhism recently, a far less time than a lot of you here, so I would appreciate if you could correct my entry-level thoughts or share your insights.<\/p>\n\n\n

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I am very grateful that the two times I learned about Buddhism profoundly were both at the Amitabha birthday celebration and recitation session last year and this year. I would say the biggest difference between the two years would be that I cried much more last year than this year. Initially I was very unsettled about this. When I heard my fellow cultivators cry, I thought why am I not crying? Could it be that I did something so bad that Amitabha has taken away his blessing? I also asked this question to Amitabha in my heart, and slowly an answer became clear. I think I was seeking forgiveness and pity last year, and I am seeking faith and enlightenment this year. Last year when I was first introduced to Buddhism and the Amitabha recitation session, I spent a lot of my time repenting for my wrongdoings and praying for my family, and I cried more. However, when I started reciting Amitabha this year, I wanted to do so more single-mindedly and understand Buddhism better. Perhaps I thought less about the “five turbidities”, therefore I cried less. Also I learned, as we cultivate, we feel more equanimity and sympathetic joy, which replaced the grief that I experienced the first time. But, of course, I am aware I still have many karmic obstructions and repentances to be worked on for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The second insight I gained which I wish to share is the concept of \u201cDon\u2019t romanticize yourself.\u201d This has been hugely helpful for me as an overthinker. This concept was shared by Doug during his evening class. A lot of times we think we are the center of the universe in which everyone could be judging us, and things will or will not happen because of us. T This ego-centric\u00a0view creates a lot of suffering,\u00a0and 90% of our sufferings are projected\u2014we are projecting judgment from a world that doesn\u2019t even think about or care\u00a0much\u00a0about us. Hearing this from Doug was extremely liberating; once we take the \u201cself\u201d out of the narratives, I realize those narratives cease to exist, so do sufferings. \u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The third realization I wanted to share is, \u201cask, and you shall receive\u201d. When I was here the first time, I used to hear stories of people asking questions to Amitabha or Master Hua, and they received a response in a short time. I experienced this first hand multiple times and almost every day during this session. For an example, going back to the observation about crying, I asked Amitabha a few days ago if my cultivation or connection with him has weakened and that\u2019s why I\u2019m not crying. Yesterday, I cried uncontrollably during the morning bowing, even harder than when I was here last year. I felt that Amitabha was telling me, \u201cNo, it is not because your connection with me has weakened; it is just you have chosen to focus on a different pursuit of relationship with me and a different energy connection; therefore, the tears are less.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Lastly, I have the blessing to participate in a different community service this year, which I am so grateful for. As a beginner in learning Buddhism, I found a caring and encouraging community through these services who keep me accountable and disciplined at the same time. So thank you, guest prefect and the good knowing friends, especially the good knowing friends at DRBU Extension, for welcoming me and allowing me to be part of the community service and giving me an opportunity to practice being present and mindful in every moment in this mundane life beyond the recitations. Thank you very much, Amituofo! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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