{"id":2796,"date":"2012-02-29T18:07:47","date_gmt":"2012-02-29T18:07:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/?p=2796"},"modified":"2012-02-29T18:07:47","modified_gmt":"2012-02-29T18:07:47","slug":"%e5%be%9e%e4%b8%80%e5%80%8b%e5%a5%87%e5%a6%99%e7%9a%84%e5%92%b3%e5%97%bd%e7%9c%8b%e4%bf%ae%e8%a1%8c","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/?p=2796","title":{"rendered":"\u5f9e\u4e00\u500b\u5947\u5999\u7684\u54b3\u55fd\u770b\u4fee\u884c"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u6c99\u5f4c\u5c3c\u8fd1\u5ec9 \u8b1b\u65bc2012\u5e742\u670828\u65e5\u661f\u671f\u4e8c\u665a \u00a0\u842c\u4f5b\u57ce\u5927\u6bbf \u00a0A talk give by\u00a0Shramanerika Jin Lian on Feb 28 (Tuesday), 2012 at Buddha Hall of CTTB<\/p>\n<p class=\"audioplayer_container\"><span style=\"display:block;padding:5px;border:1px solid #dddddd;background:#f8f8f8\" id=\"audioplayer_1\">Audio clip: Adobe Flash Player (version 9 or above) is required to play this audio clip. 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Tonight is novice nun QinJie JinLian\u2019 s turn to tie Dharma affinity with the assembly. If I say anything not according with the Dharma, please kindly correct me.<\/p>\n<p>\u524d\u5e7e\u500b\u661f\u671f\uff0c\u6709\u4f4d\u8b1b\u6cd5\u8005\u63d0\u5230\uff0c\u5979\u767c\u73fe\u79aa\u4e03\u671f\u9593\u7070\u5875\u6bd4\u5e73\u6642\u591a\u3002 \u60f3\u60f3\u4e5f\u662f\uff0c\u6bcf\u5929\u5341\u591a\u6b21\u7684\u8dd1\u9999\uff0c\u6bcf\u4e00\u6b21\u90fd\u53ef\u4ee5\u628a\u5730\u6bef\u4e0a\u6700\u5fae\u5c0f\u7684\u7070\u5875\u90fd\u632f\u51fa\u4f86\uff0c\u96d6\u7136\u6709\u5e7e\u5341\u53f0\u5168\u81ea\u52d5\u4eba\u5de5\u7a7a\u6c23\u5438\u5875\u6a5f\u99ac\u4e0a\u5728\u79aa\u5802\u88cf\u5438\u7070\uff0c\u4f46\u662f\u61c9\u8a72\u9084\u662f\u6703\u6709\u5f88\u591a\u7070\u5875\u6f0f\u7db2\uff0c\u6240\u4ee5\u90a3\u4f4d\u8aac\u6cd5\u8005\u5728\u6253\u6383\u7684\u6642\u5019\u767c\u73fe\u6709\u90a3\u9ebd\u591a\u7684\u7070\u5875\u4e5f\u4e26\u4e0d\u5947\u602a\u3002<\/p>\n<p>Several weeks ago, a Dharma speaker mentioned that she found that during the Chan Session there had been much more dust in the Buddha Hall comparing with regular time. Actually that is not a strange thing, during the Chan Session, every day we had walking period for more than ten times, and in every running time our heavy steps could quake even the tiniest dust in the carpet into the air. Though after the running, dozens of automatic manual air-purifiers immediately sat in the Chan Hall to clean the air, it was no wonder lots of dust still could not be removed, so feeling much filthier in the Chan Session is not something unbelievable.<\/p>\n<p>\u5750\u5728\u6eff\u662f\u7070\u5875\u7684\u79aa\u5802\u88cf\uff0c\u54b3\u55fd\u7576\u7136\u662f\u4e0d\u5947\u602a\u7684\u3002\u518d\u52a0\u4e0a\u73fe\u4ee3\u4eba\u7684\u751f\u6d3b\u672c\u4f86\u5c31\u5306\u5fd9\uff0c\u865b\u706b\u3001\u809d\u706b\u90fd\u5f88\u65fa\uff0c\u4e00\u65e6\u5750\u4e0b\u4f86\u6253\u79aa\u4e03\uff0c\u53ef\u4ee5\u60f3\u50cf\u90a3\u4e9b\u706b\u76f4\u6c96\u5589\u56a8\uff0c\u54b3\u55fd\u90a3\u5c31\u66f4\u662f\u5f88\u6b63\u5e38\u4e86\u3002\u6240\u4ee5\u4e00\u822c\u53e2\u6797\u88cf\u7684\u51ac\u5b63\u79aa\u671f\uff0c\u5728\u8d77\u4e03\u524d\u90fd\u6703\u6709\u4e00\u6bb5\u8abf\u990a\u8eab\u9ad4\u7684\u6642\u9593\u3002\u4e0d\u904e\u73fe\u4ee3\u4eba\u4ec0\u9ebd\u90fd\u8981\u5feb\u7684\uff0c\u54ea\u6709\u4ec0\u9ebd\u6642\u9593\u8abf\u7406\u8eab\u9ad4\u5462\uff1f \u80fd\u4f86\u79aa\u5802\u5c31\u4e0d\u932f\u4e86\u3002\u6240\u4ee5\u5728\u79aa\u5802\u88cf\u54b3\u55fd\u90a3\u5c31\u66f4\u662f\u5f88\u5e73\u5e38\u4e86\u3002\u4e0d\u904e\uff0c\u4eca\u665a\uff0c\u500b\u4eba\u60f3\u8981\u8b1b\u7684\u662f\u53e6\u5916\u4e00\u7a2e\u5f88\u6709\u8da3\u7684\u54b3\u55fd\uff0c\u662f\u500b\u4eba\u89aa\u8eab\u7d93\u6b77\u7684\uff0c\u5f88\u5999\u7684\u54b3\u55fd\u3002<\/p>\n<p>Sitting in such a Chan Hall filled with dust, you could imagine cough is common. Plus, now modern people\u2019s lives are very busy, usually their temper and liver-fire are very strong. Once they sit down to meditate, all those fire rush to their throats, so coughing is not a surprise. That is the reason in ancient time lay people were required to live in monastery for a while to adjust their bodies before they started to attend the Chan Session especially for winter Chan Session. However, nowadays, who has such time to do that, coming to the Chan Hall to sit is already a wonder. So hearing the sound of coughing in the Chan Hall is usual. But tonight, I want to talk about another kind of coughing, a very interesting cough that I experienced during this Chan Session. I would like to share it with everyone here.<\/p>\n<p>\u90a3\u500b\u6642\u5019\uff0c\u5df2\u7d93\u5750\u4e86\u4e00\u6bb5\u6642\u9593\u4e86\uff0c\u8eab\u9ad4\u958b\u59cb\u6162\u6162\u71b1\u8d77\u4f86\u4e86\uff0c\u6696\u6696\u7684\u5f88\u8212\u670d\uff0c\u7a81\u7136\uff0c\u5589\u56a8\u5947\u7662\u96e3\u5fcd\u3002\u8981\u54b3\u55fd\u4e86\u3002 \u4e0d\u884c\uff0c\u6211\u5c0d\u81ea\u5df1\u8aaa\uff0c\u597d\u4e0d\u5bb9\u6613\u79aa\u5802\u624d\u5b89\u975c\u4e0b\u4f86\uff0c\u5927\u5bb6\u7d42\u65bc\u53ef\u4ee5\u5c08\u5fc3\u7528\u529f\uff0c\u6211\u600e\u9ebd\u53ef\u4ee5\u5728\u9019\u500b\u6642\u5019\u54b3\u55fd\u5462\u3002\u4e0d\u53ef\u4ee5\u54b3\u55fd\u3002\u6211\u5c0d\u81ea\u5df1\u8aaa\uff1a\u300c\u4e56\uff0c\u653e\u9b06\uff0c\u4e0d\u53ef\u4ee5\u54b3\u55fd\u3002\u300d\u53ef\u662f\u4e0d\u884c\uff0c\u5589\u56a8\u5f88\u7662\uff0c\u5be6\u5728\u662f\u5fcd\u4e0d\u4f4f\u4e86\u3002 \u8981\u54b3\u55fd\u3002\u4e0d\u884c\uff0c\u4e0d\u8a31\u54b3\u55fd\uff01\u6211\u547d\u4ee4\u81ea\u5df1\u3002\u53ef\u662f\u90a3\u500b\u7662\u66f4\u53b2\u5bb3\u4e86\uff0c\u5c31\u5728\u6211\u8981\u54b3\u51fa\u4f86\u7684\u6642\u5019\uff0c\u6211\u5728\u5fc3\u88cf\u5c0d\u81ea\u5df1\u5927\u543c\u4e00\u8072\uff1a\u300c\u4e0d\u51c6\u54b3\u55fd\uff01\u300d\u5c31\u5728\u90a3\u4e00\u77ac\u9593\uff0c\u6211\u770b\u5230\u4e86\u4e00\u500b\u7c98\u5728\u6211\u5589\u56a8\u4e0a\u7469\u767d\u8272\u7684\u50cf\u87f2\u5b50\u4e00\u6a23\u7684\u6c34\u6ce1\u7206\u88c2\u4e86\uff0c\u6211\u751a\u81f3\u53ef\u4ee5\u6e05\u695a\u5730\u770b\u5230\u5b83\u7206\u88c2\u300c\u6ce2\u300d\u7684\u8072\u97f3\u3002\u5c31\u5728\u5b83\u7206\u88c2\u7684\u6642\u5019\uff0c\u90a3\u5f71\u50cf\u4e5f\u4e0d\u898b\u4e86\uff0c\u5589\u56a8\u4e5f\u4e00\u4e0b\u5b50\u4e0d\u7662\u4e86\u3002\u767e\u9ab8\u8abf\u9069\uff0c\u8eab\u5fc3\u8f15\u5b89\u3002<\/p>\n<p>At that time, already sitting for a while, gradually my body warmed up, very comfortable, but suddenly I felt my throat extremely itch. I wanted to cough. \u201cNO Way\u201d I told myself, finally, we got some peace after so many sounds of cough, now we could put effort in our meditation, how could I now make noise to cough? I told myself:\u201dBehave, behave yourself, relax, no coughing.\u201d But the itch became more and more serious. I could not hold it. NO Way, I ordered myself No Coughing. \u00a0But the itch got even worse. I could not stand any longer. Just before I lost my control I roared to myself, No Cough, suddenly I saw something on my throat, silver-transparent beetle-like bubble, burst. I even could see the sound of its break. As soon as it burst out, that vision also disappeared, the itch stopped, my entire body was at ease, and my mind was peaceful.<\/p>\n<p>\u500b\u4eba\u5728\u90a3\u500b\u77ac\u9593\u771f\u6709\u9ede\u53cd\u61c9\u4e0d\u904e\u4f86\u3002\u9019\u662f\u600e\u9ebd\u56d8\u4e8b\uff1f\u96d6\u7136\u4e5f\u77e5\u9053\u4e00\u5207\u6d6e\u5875\uff0c\u8af8\u5e7b\u5316\u76f8\uff0c\u7576\u8655\u51fa\u751f\uff0c\u96a8\u8655\u6ec5\u76e1\u7684\u9053\u7406\uff0c\u4f46\u662f\u90a3\u500b\u5f71\u50cf\u4f86\u5f97\u90a3\u6a23\u7684\u7a81\u7136\uff0c\u6d88\u5931\u5f97\u53c8\u90a3\u9ebd\u8fc5\u901f\uff0c\u5230\u5e95\u662f\u771f\u7684\u9084\u662f\u5047\u7684\uff1f \u5047\u7684\uff0c \u70ba\u4ec0\u9ebd\u90a3\u500b\u6c34\u6ce1\u7206\u88c2\u4e4b\u5f8c\uff0c\u5589\u56a8\u4e0d\u7662\u4e86\uff1f\u771f\u7684\uff0c \u771f\u6709\u6771\u897f\u5728\u6211\u7684\u5589\u56a8\u4e0a\u6545\u610f\u8b93\u6211\u54b3\u55fd\uff1f\u90a3\u500b\u6771\u897f\u662f\u4ec0\u9ebd\u6642\u5019\u9032\u5165\u6211\u7684\u8eab\u9ad4\u7684\uff1f \u6211\u4fdd\u8b49\u90a3\u500b\u6642\u5019\u6211\u6c92\u6709\u7761\u7740\u3002\u6211\u5f88\u6e05\u9192\uff0c\u90a3\u70ba\u4ec0\u9ebd \u6211\u6c92\u6709\u767c\u73fe\u5b83\u7684\u9032\u5165\u5462\uff1f\u6211\u5230\u5e95\u5750\u5728\u90a3\u88cf\u5e79\u4ec0\u9ebd\uff1f \u60f3\u4e0d\u8d77\u4f86\uff0c\u6211\u5728\u4e8b\u60c5\u767c\u751f\u4e4b\u524d\u7a76\u7adf\u5728\u5e79\u4ec0\u9ebd\uff1f\u6c92\u6709\u5728\u5ff5\u4f5b\uff0c\u6c92\u6709\u5728\u5ff5\u5492\uff0c\u6c92\u6709\u5728\u80cc\u7d93\uff0c\u4e5f\u6c92\u6709\u5728\u767c\u5922\uff0c\u4ec0\u9ebd\u90fd\u6c92\u6709\uff0c\u90a3\u500b\u6642\u5019\u5728\u5e79\u4ec0\u9ebd\uff0c\u771f\u7684\u60f3\u4e0d\u8d77\u4f86\uff0c\u8166\u5b50\u4e00\u7247\u7a7a\u767d\uff0c\u9019\u624d\u767c\u73fe\uff0c\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u5ff5\u529b\u662f\u90a3\u6a23\u7684\u8584\u5f31\uff0c\u7adf\u7136\u6709\u90a3\u9ebd\u5927\u4e00\u6bb5\u7684\u6642\u5019\u5b8c\u5168\u6c92\u6709\u9632\u8b77\uff0c\u8b93\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u696d\u969c\u6709\u4e86\u53ef\u8d81\u4e4b\u6a5f\u3002<\/p>\n<p>At that moment, I was so shocked that I did not know what was going on there. Though I knew everything is illusion: they come into being when both their causes and their conditions are present, and they cease to be when either their causes or their conditions are absent; however, the vision appeared in a sudden then disappeared in a second, then how could I tell it was true or false? \u00a0\u00a0Is it False?\u00a0 Then why after the burst my throat had no itch anymore?\u00a0 True? Was there really something on my throat intentionally made me to cough?\u00a0 Then when did it enter my body? I guarantee I was not sleeping at that moment. My mind was quite clear, and then how come I did not notice its entry?\u00a0 What was I really doing sitting there? I could not remember. Not reciting Buddha\u2019s name, not memorizing any sutra, not be mindful of any mantra, even not day dreaming, then what I was doing before the incident happened? I could not remember; my brain was blank. Finally, I realized that how weak of my mindfulness. My mind was wide open without any protection for such a long time, so my karmic obstruction took the advantage.<\/p>\n<p>\u5947\u602a\u7684\u5589\u56a8\u7662\u8b93\u6211\u63d0\u9ad8\u4e86\u8b66\u89ba\uff0c\u5728\u90a3\u4ee5\u5f8c\uff0c\u771f\u4e0d\u6562\u6709\u7d72\u6beb\u7684\u61c8\u6020\uff0c\u771f\u50cf\u662f\u8c93\u6349\u8001\u9f20\u4e00\u6a23\uff0c\u4e00\u6709\u5ff5\u8d77\uff0c\u4e00\u6709\u8b8a\u5316\u5c31\u554f\u300c\u662f\u8ab0\uff1f\u300d\u96d6\u7136\u90a3\u6a23\u7684\u5947\u602a\u7684\u5589\u56a8\u7662\u53c8\u767c\u751f\u904e\u591a\u6b21\uff0c\u4e0d\u904e\u90fd\u9806\u5229\u5316\u89e3\u3002\u4f46\u662f\u59cb\u7d42\u4e0d\u660e\u767d\u90a3\u5230\u5e95\u662f\u4ec0\u9ebd\uff0c \u7d42\u65bc\u5728\u4e00\u5929\u7684\u665a\u4e0a\uff0c\u8b0e\u5e95\u63ed\u66c9\u4e86\u3002<\/p>\n<p>That strange itch make me bring forth my alert all the time after that. I dared not be slack any more, like a cat waiting for its mouse; I was checking my mind all the time. Once I found some false thought or something uncommon happened I ask\u201d Who\u201d. Though those strange itches happened several times later, I successfully conquered them all. But I still could not understand what that was. Eventually, I got the answer at the lecture time in one evening.<\/p>\n<p>\u4eca\u5e74\u7684\u79aa\u671f\uff0c\u6211\u5011\u662f\u807c\u4e0a\u4eba1976\u5e74\u7684\u79aa\u671f\u958b\u793a\u3002\u96d6\u7136\u9304\u97f3\u5e36\u672c\u8eab\u7684\u5e74\u7d00\u6bd4\u500b\u4eba\u90fd\u5927\u4e86\uff0c\u4f46\u662f\uff0c\u5c31\u5728\u9019\u53e4\u8001\u7684\u9304\u97f3\u5e36\u88cf\uff0c\u4e0a\u4eba\u56de\u7b54\u4e86\u6211\u7684\u554f\u984c\u3002\u4e0a\u4eba\u63d0\u5230\uff0c\u6240\u8b02\u9b54\u4e8b\uff0c\u5c31\u50cf\u662f\u4e00\u500b\u9935\u8c93\u7684\u7897\u3002\u4f60\u628a\u90a3\u53ea\u7897\u653e\u51fa\u53bb\u4e86\uff0c\u90a3\u8c93\u81ea\u7136\u5c31\u4f86\u4e86\uff0c\u60f3\u60f3\u4e5f\u662f\uff0c\u5982\u679c\u6211\u7684\u5ff5\u529b\u4e0d\u662f\u90a3\u6a23\u9b06\u6563\u7684\u8a71\uff0c\u696d\u969c\u4e5f\u6c92\u6cd5\u4f86\uff0c\u8981\u4e0d\u662f\u5728\u90a3\u4e00\u523b\u4e0d\u8981\u54b3\u55fd\u7684\u5ff5\u529b\u8d85\u904e\u4e86\u90a3\u500b\u8b93\u6211\u54b3\u55fd\u7684\u6211\u7684\u696d\u529b\uff0c\u4e5f\u8a31\u6211\u4e5f\u5c31\u54b3\u5f97\u7a00\u91cc\u5629\u5566\uff0c\u751a\u81f3\u4ee5\u7232\u662f\u81ea\u5df1\u611f\u5192\u4e86\uff0c\u5b8c\u5168\u8ddf\u8457\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u696d\u969c\u8f49\u4e86\u3002\u4e00\u5207\u5c31\u90fd\u5728\u90a3\u4e00\u5ff5\u9593\uff0c\u662f\u90aa\u52dd\u6b63\uff0c\u9084\u662f\u6b63\u52dd\u90aa\uff0c\u52dd\u8ca0\u5c31\u5728\u5f48\u6307\u9593\u3002<\/p>\n<p>During this Chan Session, at the evening lecture time, we listened to the VM\u2019s Chan Talk in 1976. Though those tapes are quite old, even older than my age, in the tape, VM gave me the answer. Master mentioned that what was Demonic Affair, it was just like a cat bowl. If you put out a cat bowl, then cats will come sooner or later. That is true, if my mindfulness was not that loose, then my karmic obstruction could do nothing to me; if that thought of not coughing was not that strong then the power of my karmic obstruction would have made me have a very bad cough, even made me to think that maybe I got cold. Then I would totally be turned by it. Everything depends on that one thought: the evil conquers the good or the good subdues the evil, victory or lose is just between the time of a snap of fingers.<\/p>\n<p>\u4eca\u5e74\u7684\u79aa\u4e03\uff0c\u5f88\u6709\u8da3\uff0c\u771f\u7684\u5b78\u5230\u5f88\u591a\u3002\u6709\u4e9b\u5883\u754c\u904e\u95dc\u4e86\uff0c\u6709\u4e9b\u5883\u754c\u514b\u670d\u4e86\uff0c\u4f46\u662f\u8d8a\u662f\u5f80\u4e0a\u8d70\uff0c\u8d8a\u662f\u8271\u96e3\u3002\u66f4\u591a\u7684\u5883\u754c\uff0c\u500b\u4eba\u6c92\u6709\u8fa6\u6cd5\u514b\u670d\uff0c\u66f4\u591a\u7684\u60c5\u6cc1\u500b\u4eba\u96e3\u4ee5\u8d85\u8d8a\uff0c\u500b\u4eba\u9078\u64c7\u4e86\u9003\u907f\u3002\u81ea\u4ee5\u7232\u5f88\u8070\u660e\uff0c\u6253\u4e0d\u904e\u53ef\u4ee5\u8dd1\u561b\uff01\u4f46\u662f\uff0c\u5728\u9019\u516d\u9053\u8f2a\u8ff4\u4e2d\uff0c\u53c8\u53ef\u4ee5\u9003\u5230\u54ea\u88cf\u53bb\u5462\uff1f\u9003\u5230\u54ea\u88cf\u53c8\u662f\u5b89\u5168\u7684\u5462\uff1f<\/p>\n<p>This Chan Session is very interesting, I learned a lot from it. Some states I passed, some I endured, however it becomes more and more difficult for me to progress further.\u00a0 Lots of the states I could not pass, more and more states I could not transcend. I chose to escape. I thought I were clever, if I could not conquer it, why not just leave it and run away. But, in these six destinies, where could I run to, where is the safe place for me to stay?<\/p>\n<p>\u79aa\u671f\u4ee5\u5f8c\uff0c\u4e00\u76f4\u5728\u554f\u81ea\u5df1\uff0c\u90a3\u500b\u6642\u5019\uff0c\u70ba\u4ec0\u9ebd\u8981\u9003\u5462\uff1f\u6bcf\u5e74\u7684\u4fee\u884c\u4e0d\u5c31\u662f\u7232\u4e86\u9019\u5e74\u7d42\u7684\u5927\u8003\u55ce\uff1f\u70ba\u4ec0\u9ebd\u9019\u6b21\u81e8\u9663\u812b\u9003\u4e86\u5462\uff1f\u56de\u7b54\u662f\uff0c\u6575\u5f37\u6211\u5f31\uff0c\u7336\u5982\u4e00\u4eba\u8207\u842c\u4eba\u6230\uff0c\u771f\u597d\u6015\u81ea\u5df1\u6703\u683c\u9b25\u800c\u6b7b\uff0c\u6240\u4ee5\u5c31\u602f\u5f31\u4e86\uff0c\u534a\u8def\u800c\u9000\u4e86\u3002\u4e0d\u904e\uff0c\u90a3\u500b\u6642\u5019\u96d6\u7136\u662f\u9003\u6389\u4e86\uff0c\u4f46\u662f\u6211\u554f\u81ea\u5df1\uff0c\u5982\u679c\u81e8\u547d\u7d42\u6642\uff0c\u4f60\u9084\u80fd\u9003\u5f97\u4e86\u55ce\uff1f<\/p>\n<p>After the Chan Session, I ask myself all the time, why, why at that time you wanted to run away? The Winter Chan Session is always your most favorite session, you have been waiting for it for whole year, why this time you wanted to quit.\u00a0 The answer is the enemies are too strong and I am too weak, like a soldier who goes into battle alone against ten thousand enemies. I was really afraid that I would be killed, so I was coward and retreated. Then I ask myself, OK, you ran away at that time, then could you run away again when you are on your death bed?<\/p>\n<p>\u4e16\u5c0a\u66fe\u7d93\u5c0d\u963f\u96e3\u5c0a\u8005\u8aaa\u904e\uff0c\u4e16\u4eba\u56e0\u8af8\u611b\u67d3\uff0c\u767c\u8d77\u5984\u60c5\uff0c\u60c5\u7a4d\u4e0d\u4f11\uff0c\u80fd\u751f\u611b\u6c34\uff0c\u8af8\u611b\u96d6\u5225\uff0c\u6d41\u7d50\u662f\u540c\uff0c\u6f64\u6fd5\u4e0d\u5347\uff0c\u81ea\u7136\u5f9e\u589c\u3002\u4e16\u4eba\u56e0\u8af8\u6e34\u4ef0\uff0c \u767c\u660e\u865b\u60f3\uff0c\u60f3\u7a4d\u4e0d\u4f11\uff0c\u80fd\u751f\u52dd\u6c23\uff0c\u8af8\u60f3\u96d6\u5225\uff0c\u8f15\u64e7\u662f\u540c\uff0c\u98db\u52d5\u4e0d\u6c89\uff0c\u81ea\u7136\u8d85\u8d8a\u3002\u81e8\u547d\u7d42\u6642\uff0c\u672a\u6368\u6696\u89f8\uff0c\u4e00\u751f\u5584\u60e1\uff0c\u4ff1\u6642\u9813\u73fe\uff0c\u7d14\u60f3\u5373\u98db\uff1b\u60c5\u5c11\u60f3\u591a\uff0c\u8f15\u64e7\u975e\u9060\uff1b\u60c5\u60f3\u5747\u7b49\uff0c\u4e0d\u98db\u4e0d\u589c\uff1b\u60c5\u591a\u60f3\u5c11\uff0c\u6d41\u5165\u6a6b\u751f\uff1b\u7d14\u60c5\u5373\u6c89\uff0c\u5165\u963f\u9f3b\u7344\u3002<\/p>\n<p>The World-Honored one once told the Ven. Ananda:\u201d People, when they are influenced by emotional desire, and their feelings accumulate steadily, they generate fluids associated with emotion. Emotions differ, but all are alike in that they are associated with secretions, which may be exuded or may remain within the body. Moisture does not rise; its nature is to flow downward. People, when yearn for something higher, beings have uplifting thoughts, and when these thoughts accumulate steadily, they can generate a superior energy.\u00a0 These aspirations differ, but all are alike in that they lead beings to soar upward by conferring either lightness or upward motion. It is their nature not to sink but to take flight and to transcend. At the moment of death, while some warmth remains in their bodies, all the good and all the evil that they have done during their lifetimes suddenly appear before them. If pure mental activity alone is present in their minds, they will soar upward and will be certain to be born in the heavens.\u00a0 If pure mental activity is dominant in their minds but some emotion is also present, they will still soar upward, but not as far. If their pure mental activity and their emotions are equal in strength, beings will neither soar nor fall. If Beings have more emotion than pure mental activity, they will be reborn in the realm of animals. When they are ruled entirely by emotion, they sink into the Unrelenting hell.<\/p>\n<p>\u70ba\u4ec0\u9ebd\u9003\uff0c\u5c31\u662f\u6015\u4e86\uff0c\u5c31\u662f\u88ab\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u60c5\u63a7\u5236\u4e86\uff0c\u88ab\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u60f3\u4efd\u6240\u8f49\u4e86\u3002\u554f\u81ea\u5df1\uff0c\u81ea\u5df1\u6301\u6212\u7684\u7a0b\u5ea6\u80fd\u4e0d\u80fd\u8b93\u81ea\u5df1\u64e7\u8eab\u8f15\u6e05\uff1f\u554f\u81ea\u5df1\uff0c\u81ea\u5df1\u6301\u5492\u7684\u529f\u592b\u80fd\u4e0d\u80fd\u8b93\u81ea\u5df1\u9054\u5230\u9867\u76fc\u96c4\u6bc5\u7684\u5883\u754c\uff1f\u554f\u81ea\u5df1\uff0c\u81ea\u5df1\u5ff5\u4f5b\u7684\u7a0b\u5ea6\uff0c\u80fd\u4e0d\u80fd \u9054\u5230\u8056\u5883\u51a5\u73fe\u7684\u5c64\u6b21\uff1f\u81ea\u5df1\u4fee\u884c\u7684\u52dd\u6c23\u90a3\u9ebd\u5f31\uff0c\u5b8c\u5168\u4e0d\u80fd\u8d85\u8d8a\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u696d\u529b\uff0c\u90a3\u5f9e\u589c\u662f\u5f88\u5e73\u5e38\u7684\u4e86\u3002<\/p>\n<p>The reason why I ran away is I was frightened, totally controlled by my emotions, totally turned by my internal autonomic process. Asking my- self have I reached the level of following the precepts that could make I feel my body is serene?\u00a0 Asking my-self has my skill of holding mantras attained the state that could develop a heroic and fearless air? Asking my-self has my recitation of Buddha\u2019s name could make sacred visions appear to me privately?\u00a0 The superior energy I generate from my cultivation is too weak to transcend my karmic obstruction, and then to sink is for certain.<\/p>\n<p>\u56de\u60f3\u51fa\u5bb6\u7684\u9019\u4e00\u5343\u591a\u500b\u65e5\u65e5\u591c\u591c\uff0c\u554f\u81ea\u5df1\u6709\u591a\u5c11\u6642\u9593\u662f\u653e\u5728\u9053\u696d\u4e0a\u7684\u5462\uff1f\u770b\u770b\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u529f\u8ab2\u91cf\u5c31\u77e5\u9053\u4e86\u3002\u5f9e\u4e00\u958b\u59cb\u7684\u6bcf\u592921\u904d\uff0c\u8b8a\u621019\u904d\uff0c\u6162\u6162\u8b8a\u621017 \u904d\uff0c15\u904d\uff0c11\u904d\uff0c7\u904d\uff0c3\u904d\u3002\u6700\u5f8c\u5c31\u8b8a\u6210\u6bcf\u5929\u4e00\u904d\u2014\u2014\u65e9\u8ab2\u96a8\u773e\u3002\u6bcf\u6b21\u7684\u6539\u8b8a\u7406\u7531\u90fd\u662f\uff1a\u6211\u592a\u7d2f\u4e86\uff0c\u6211\u592a\u5fd9\u4e86\uff0c\u6211\u8eab\u9ad4\u592a\u865b\u5f31\u4e86\uff0c\u6c92\u6709\u6c23\u4e86\uff0c\u6211\u9700\u8981\u4f11\u606f\u3002\u653e\u4e0b\u4e86\u4fee\u884c\u7684\u6211\u6574\u5929\u5c31\u5728\u548c\u85e5\u7f50\u5b50\u3001\u85e5\u74f6\u5b50\u6253\u4ea4\u9053\u3002\u611a\u8822\u7684\u81ea\u5df1\u4ee5\u7232\u53ef\u4ee5\u548c\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u696d\u969c\u4f5c\u4ea4\u6613\u3002\u4f46\u662f\u6211\u7684\u5065\u5eb7\u6062\u5fa9\u4e86\u6c92\u6709\uff1f\u5728\u548c\u9b54\u738b\u7684\u4ea4\u6613\u4e2d\uff0c\u6211\u4f3c\u4e4e\u5f97\u5230\u4e86\u865b\u5e7b\u7684\u5065\u5eb7\uff0c\u4f46\u537b\u5931\u53bb\u4e86\u5492\u529b\u7684\u8b77\u4f51\uff0c\u5931\u53bb\u4e86\u81ea\u5df1\u7684\u5b9a\u529b\uff0c\u5931\u53bb\u4e86\u4f5c\u7232\u4e00\u500b\u6230\u58eb\u7684\u9b25\u5fd7\uff0c\u66f4\u5931\u53bb\u4e86\u4f5c\u7232\u4e00\u500b\u4fee\u884c\u4eba\u7684\u9053\u5fc3\u3002<\/p>\n<p>Recalling these more than one thousand days of my monastic life, I ask my-self how many of them I spent on my cultivation. Looking at my personal dharma work, from the very beginning of one set of 21 times a day to 19 times, 17 times, 15, 11, 7, 3 and eventually, it became one time in the morning recitation with the assembly. Every change my excuse was always: I am too tire, I am too busy, I am sick, I am too weak, I have no more energy, I need more rest. Put down my practices, I mingled with all kinds of medicines and diagnosis. How silly it was of me wanting to negotiate with my karmic obstructions. Have I regained my health? In the deal between the Demons, it seems that I obtained the illusory health, however, I lost the protection and blessing from the power of the mantra, lost my samadi power, lost my aspiration as a solder, and lost the most important thing, as a cultivator, the faith on the Dharma.<\/p>\n<p>\u95b2\u8b80\u7d93\u5178\uff0c\u7814\u7fd2\u7d93\u5178\uff0c\u770b\u4e86\u90a3\u9ebd \u591a\u7684\u9b54\u5883\uff0c\u5c31\u597d\u50cf\u4e00\u76f4\u5728\u807c\u4e16\u5c0a\u8b1b\u72fc\u4f86\u4e86\u7684\u6545\u4e8b\uff0c\u300c\u72fc\u4f86\u4e86\uff0c\u72fc\u4f86\u4e86\uff01\u300d\u53ef\u662f\u4e00\u76f4\u8a8d\u7232\u90a3\u4e0d\u662f\u72fc\u7684\u4e8b\u55ce\uff1f\u4f46\u662f\uff0c\u5982\u679c\u54ea\u4e00\u5929\u72fc\u771f\u7684\u4f86\u4e86\u3002\u6211\u8f15\u8072\u5730\u554f\u81ea\u5df1:\u300c\u4f60\u6e96\u5099\u597d\u4e86\u55ce\uff1f\u300d<\/p>\n<p>Reading the sutra, studying the sutra, like the World-Honored one has been telling me the wolf-coming stories all the time, but that is the wolf\u2019s business, right? \u00a0However, if, if one day wolves truly came, I ask my-self in whisper:\u201d what are you going to do?\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u6c99\u5f4c\u5c3c\u8fd1\u5ec9 \u8b1b\u65bc2012\u5e742\u670828\u65e5\u661f\u671f\u4e8c\u665a \u00a0\u842c\u4f5b\u57ce\u5927\u6bbf \u00a0A talk gi &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/?p=2796\">\u95b1\u8b80\u5168\u6587 <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15,16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2796","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-15","category-16"],"views":7336,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2796","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2796"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2796\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2803,"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2796\/revisions\/2803"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2796"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2796"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.cttbchinese.org\/fayubinfen\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2796"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}