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Lisa Liang\u8b1b\u65bc2016\u5e749\u670816\u65e5\u661f\u671f\u4e94\u665a \u842c\u4f5b\u57ce\u5927\u6bbf<\/p>\n

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Buddhas, bodhissatvas, venerable master, dharma masters, and dharma friends. Amitabha\u2026.my name is Lisa\u2026…tonight I will share some of my thoughts on a particular line in the Vajra Sutra that stood out to me.\u00a0 The line goes \u201cAll marks are empty and false\u201d Speaking up here tonight helped me stop and reflect on my cultivation. With all the things going on, work and study, I have been taking every situation and moment for granted and everything passes by so quickly that I hardly get the time to reflect but this talk actually helped me see how I am doing in cultivation and the things that happen in daily life.<\/p>\n

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The Vajra Sutra maintains that all marks are empty and false. This line speaks directly to an issue of attachment that I\u2019ve been aware of in my cultivation. It\u2019s not that I let go of everything at this very moment. I am not there in my cultivation to see that all marks are empty and false, but I believe that marks are a marker for cultivation. A saying goes “We have lost our minds.\u201d Indeed, we have lost our praj\u00f1a mind and take up the false mind to be true and real. Our false mind is always thinking about the pursuit of comfort, material gains, and sentimentality. \u00a0Therefore, we habitually attaches to these physical and mental objects that encompass our mind. The sutra calls these physical and mental objects as marks. \u00a0These marks create a self and our attachment to them makes our mind narrow and limited, and its natural function, praj\u00f1a, is lost. In order for us to eliminate our attachments, the Vajra Sutra guides us to practice \u201cseeing marks as empty and false\u201d so that we can use our praj\u00f1a mind, which is imbued with expansiveness and good will, in our daily life. Essentially, the practice of “seeing marks as empty and false” means to live without being attached to or limited by marks.<\/p>\n

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Praj\u00f1a is not somewhere in another dimension. When marks are false and empty, it is not that we shut ourselves in a room and forget about the world. Consider to close your eyes, block your ears, taste nothing, smell nothing, and touch nothing. What would you be doing? You would still be doing something because there is one thing that cannot stop and that is thinking. You were probably thinking about things that you had seen, tasted, smelled, or touched in the past. It\u2019s important to understand that if you were to cultivate with no thought of others, indeed no thought of living beings, then things will still stay the same and you wouldn\u2019t be able to improve your mind in that way. In truth, marks themselves are not obstacles. If you were aware of the things that you encounter, you will see that every encounter is an opportunity to use your praj\u00f1a mind to improve and change your thoughts with respect to certain attachments. Therefore, praj\u00f1a is accessible right here, right now.<\/p>\n

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At home is where I see how my cultivation improved or did not improve. Whenever I get to see my family, I think about the happy times and how blessed I am that I have such a loving home. However, that is not reality except wishful thinking. When I am home, I always meet up with acidity and anger. In most conversations, my righteous thoughts seem to dominate or win out. This summer, I saw how I was affected by my own emotional attachments, my own interests, of trying to control, and wanting them to change their views on how they perceive me and how they perceive life.<\/p>\n

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I was so attached to my family that I had a lot of expectations and concern that affected the way I interact with them. I wanted to leave the house and I did. I took all my thing and left.\u00a0 I was out there on the streets with not a lot of money and no where else to go. I stopped at a nearby Starbucks. I sat there until it was closing. After 10 pm, I went back into my car and slept. The next day I was hungry to the point that I had the thought of begging people for food. I was tired and no where to go.<\/p>\n

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I sat on the streets and I looked like a homeless person. People started to give me stares and a few passbyers actually shouted at me. I wanted to cry. I got up and I walked for about 12 miles looking for bottles and cans until I was able to collect $1.50 so I can get a bagel to eat at the local Starbucks. My feet ached and I was out of energy. I only collected about 50 cents. It was already 6 pm and I did not have any food for the past 26 hours. The heat was also wearing me out. I could pass out any minute. It was until that point when I thought about putting my myself in danger, of being out on the streets, of letting my body starve, of letting my parents worry about me, that I had to get some food as soon as possible.<\/p>\n

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I asked a stranger if he could spare me $1.00 and get his number so that I could pay him back the next time. He was kind to offer me $1.00 so that I could get a bagel. We also had a really good conversation about what I was doing and why I was on the streets. He told me that the worst thing that I could do as a daughter is to disappoint my parents and cause them to feel neglected. From that point, I was shocked. I wanted to cry. I was on my own and all my life I had depended on them for food, shelter, and everything else that meet my needs. Then out of my own needs, I tried to put myself in danger. I felt guilty. I wanted to go home so badly but on the other hand, I was full of resentment.\u00a0 So I still\u00a0 to continue and try this as an experiment–to live on the streets and support myself without the help of my parents—so I gave my parents a call and told them that I was okay.\u00a0 I will home in 4 days.<\/p>\n

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The third day, again I tried to collect money to feed myself. I was lucky enough to make $3.00. I went to Big Lots and see what I could get with $3.00. I had to look around the store and find the cheapest item to get. I saw box of fruit roll ups for 50 cents. The quantity was quite plentiful so that was a done deal for me. For $3.00 I could buy 6 boxes of Organic fruit roll ups. That 6 boxes could last me for the whole day. I was quite happy that I have food.\u00a0 I bought some fruit roll ups and and I went to the park to enjoy.<\/p>\n

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At the park, a little girl and boy came over to me and ask if I was selling them. I said no because they were my lunch. They sighed and grieved. I offered them two and then an idea sparked me. I could sell these and make some money. In fact, I did sold them. I sold each piece for 25 cents. There was 10 pieces one box so I made $2.25 each box, that makes a $1.75 cents earning. At the end of the day, I made $7.25. I used 1.25 to buy myself a bagel again for dinner and I was left with $6.00. I went back into Big Lots and I bought two packs of water bottles.<\/p>\n

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There were 6 big bottles in each pack. I slept in my car filled with joy because I had a money to support myself. The next day, the business starts to grow. I sold the cold water for $1 each and now I had $12. Overall I was living on $1.25 a day eating just a bagel and gallons of water. I was very lucky that people actually wanted to buy water from me. They even told me that I had made their day because the heat was incredibly excruciating.<\/p>\n

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On the fifth day, I got tired. I was about to go home. I was tired of bagels.\u00a0 I was tired of people looking down on me. I was tired of thinking about selling. What if no one buys them? I was so tired of what I was doing. I went back into my car and meditated. When I got out of meditation, I wanted things to be the way I want it so badly. I want to stop relying on my parents. Eventually I cannot rely on my parents anymore. They will die and I have to be on my own. Through that experience, I learned that I needed this trouble in my cultivation in order to see that I am still full of big self and attachments. I even caused more trouble than before. I created a new set of conditions instead of working out my present conditions with them. Master Hua calls this putting a head on top of another head. This is also like putting whipped cream on top of butter. But I learned that I can\u2019t get away from the current conditions. I have to work it out by seeing the attachment and sentimentality that arise in our ordinary human experience. See them for what they are.<\/p>\n

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As stated in the sutra, Bodhisattvas who is not attached is said to have light. Therefore, one who wishes to see things clearly, Buddha told Subhuti, has to become a Bodhisattva. The light is comparable to, the natural function of our mind, praj\u00f1a. The next time I visit home, I will listen to their needs and engage them at their level of marks, instead of imposing my own self and interests onto them. Overall, human beings amidst world things and ordinary human problems (marks) are meant to pave the way in order to achieve progress in cultivation.<\/p>\n

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Marks, far from being obstacles to prajna, provide a means to realize it. So it is not a question between marks versus prajna but that trying to understand the one leads you to the other and they are not separate. This is similar to bodhi is afflictions and afflictions are bodhi. They are not two since afflictions changes into bodhi then one is detached from marks and bodhi changes into afflictions when one is attached to marks. \u00a0When the clouds are cleared, the ever-shining sun, our genuine prajna, manifests. Even when when see an attractive person or things of value, appear in front of us, we can see how how our minds are trying to fill up that space with those objects. That limitation prevents our mind to create a space for it to see them for what they are. When we actually practice watching and guarding our minds through the practice of \u201cseeing marks as they are\u201d, only then will our prajna manifests.<\/p>\n

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Not only that we eliminate attachments to help ourselves, but we can then help sentient beings no longer trapped in their own self and its imagined needs. \u00a0Moreover, the Vajra Sutra says that in order for praj\u00f1a, our light, to manifest, we have to become Bodhisattvas. \u00a0After all we still live amidst marks, it is only a matter of how much or less attachments we have. If we are able to eliminate some, the mind expands that much. Attachment gets less stronger, self gets smaller, and problems decrease.<\/p>\n

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After this talk, I believe that I am strong enough to begin the process of watching my feelings and reactions constantly so that transformation can begin. I will not see every situation and moment lightly because each situation is an opportunity to learn and cultivate. Time is actually running so it is what we make of it…<\/p>\n

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